BN4/08-11-2022/ Back to the pasta

 

Well, I'm not very excited to travel in time. Not only because is physically impossible, as well traveling in time can cause parallel time lines or paradox that can cause space-time tissue rips. Anyway if time travel go possible, I'd travel to the age that my mom was still alive. I have a lot of thing to say to myself, that thing can solve a lot of issues that wounded me my entire life. Maybe anything that I can do don't change the fact that my mom will die, we will die one way or another, we can't swim against the river, being alive implies we will pass away, but now I know a lot of things like useful information to help people with cancer. Maybe I'll tell to the child-me that is not my fault not knowing about the symptomatology, or use right words to not hurt my mom's feelings, or to use the resources that I had always caring my family stability. I was only a teenager, I was not guilty of nothing that caused my mom illness but for several time I felt bad about how things happened. I would enjoy my mom's company, the way she make me feel special. I really don't want to change anything of my past, but Nothing compares of share your time with the most important person in your life. She was an angel even in life, that's why I'd travel to the past, if that will be possible, I should prepare a big fresh pasta dinner for her. She always told me to study some related with cooking like a Cheff, she saw the potential on me, she knew what's the better for me.